I’ve had a rough time the past few weeks. First being sick as dog, then life in general.
Nerves are getting the best of me…unfortunately. My husband’s deployment is rapidly coming to an end, and for those who know me well know that change always throws me. Even good change.
I honestly didn’t expect to feel this way. I mean I should be sooooo excited he’s coming home. Don’t get me wrong…I AM! I’m thrilled. It just seems surreal because we’ve spent the past year without him. It has sucked. It has been hard. BUT we’ve done it…and have adjusted.
Now we will have to adjust again.
Thankfully when my hubby came home for his 2 week vacation, it felt as though he had never been gone. We didn’t have a transition period. Life was just normal.
Will it be that way this time? I hope, yes, but I also know that he’s spent the past year in a very different environment. I don’t know how his adjustment will be.
So…I say all of this to say…I’m struggling.
and what to I do when I’m struggling? Well, duh, I eat.
…which unfortunately has come at the most inconvenient time…after a cruise and after being sick.
Do you see where I’m going with this?
I need to get back on track. I know that I WILL get back on track. I know that I have a great support system to get through this.
I just want my hubby home so we can begin a “normal” life again without having to think about deployment.